I cannot make up my mind about anything these days: small things like what to wear to work, what to blog about, what to do for the weekend when I have more than one option, if I should take a trip next weekend or stay home and relax and big things that could really effect me for years, like should I leave Monroe, if so, where should I go and why, should I branch out in other areas of my life and if so, how much is too much? I keep having random people mention to me that I should move - today, for example, my boss (not my in town boss - the big boss) was asking me why I live in Monroe and he basically said if I wanted to move, he would find me a job in our company anywhere in our 6 state area. That was one in a string of such comments that, by themselves, would be nothing, but altogether, they leave me wondering. Life just isn't as easy as it looks, is it? (Even though, I know, I lead a remarkably easy life compared to many people.)
And to top it all off, there I was getting all excited about the holidays, when someone asks me who I'm bringing to the dang Christmas party at work. You know, that's the worst part about being single. Finding a date or worse not finding a date for the work Christmas party. Dang it. I'm not usually overly self-conscious about having a date or not, but there's something about this party...
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Posted by: Joe at November 3, 2005 12:17 AMYou're probably obsessing about the small things because the big things are pressing upon you. Sometimes when you have a big decision to make, all decision-making becomes hard. Ask anyone who's planned a wedding. :) I hope you find some clarity soon.
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Posted by: Lisa at November 3, 2005 12:02 PMFinding a date is easy; finding a date that you actually want to go out with, that's the difficult part.
Posted by: Mike at November 4, 2005 09:31 AMI don't even have answers for myself, so can't help you there. You're more than welcome to move here though! It's nice....
Posted by: Bekah at November 7, 2005 09:15 AM